Life is Grand with God on your side!

Life update: My brother passed away. I am still trying to get on with my life without him. We just cleaned out his room completely...we cried a lot... but I feel like there was at least one weight lifted off of me. Unfortunately every time I go out and do something fun. I remember that Ethan is not there for it, but being at home also reminds me that he is not here either.. I lose either way. So I have been...distracting my self and distancing myself from people but also making as many memories as possible cause you never know when is your last moment with your loved ones. this blog is for me to post photos and tell my feelings in one way that I truly cannot any other way. objectively.

So enjoy my adventures with my family!

Ethan David

On Saturday it will have been 24 weeks.

24 weeks since my whole life changed.

On Thursday March 1st I came home from a particularly long day at work. I don't recall at all what made me so tired but I came home and started to eat some pizza not paying much attention to my family. What i do remember is what happened over the next 2 days...

When I noticed my oldest brother and mother seemed worried. My sister in law was at a ladies night and my niece was running around like always. That is when I registered that Ethan my 2nd brother didn't feel good...he didn't eat. Didn't get up at all. Had chills since the previous night.

We called 911 and he went to the ER long story short his body shut down and saturday morning he passed away.

It has been hard moving on with life without your big brother especially since we all live together.

I miss you bubba!

RIP Ethan David Miller