I haven't posted in a few years and honestly I don't remember the last time I wrote anything. But let me try to update this blog that no one reads. In 2018 my brother passed away. In 2019 I went through a harrowing experience where I became very sick and almost died. Well technically I coded which means I did die but they were able to revive me. I had to relearn how to walk. Which was super frustrating as 26 year old. Then in 2020 I became an aunt again to a little boy this time. Then 2021 COVID changed the world. 2022 my mother and best friend passed away and in 2023 I met a guy who changed my life in so many ways. And I wanna marry him! Here's to the rest of 2024!
Life update: My brother passed away. I am still trying to get on with my life without him. We just cleaned out his room completely...we cried a lot... but I feel like there was at least one weight lifted off of me. Unfortunately every time I go out and do something fun. I remember that Ethan is not there for it, but being at home also reminds me that he is not here either.. I lose either way. So I have been...distracting my self and distancing myself from people but also making as many memories as possible cause you never know when is your last moment with your loved ones. this blog is for me to post photos and tell my feelings in one way that I truly cannot any other way. objectively. So enjoy my adventures with my family!
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